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reducedtoasch) wrote2011-07-27 10:44 pm
reducedtoasch) wrote2011-07-27 10:44 pm
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[ memory ] 18 Significant Neutral
Being told by Master Van that he still needs him after discovering the replica in his place. Pages 33 - 36
"Master Van... is the one that needs me..."
Remembers:
Running away from Baticul and not stopping until he collapses in a forest. Feeling completely abandoned and unnecessary and defeated. Van finding him and saying all the right things, but most importantly that he still needs him. Leaving to return to Daath with Van.
Learned:
- Seeing something (the replica, from piecing together things) in Baticul completely broke my spirit.
- I felt unnecessary and unwanted from it.
- I went back with Van because he said he needed me.
Reactions/Effects:
+ 500 more Complicated Feelings for Van
+ 50 Disappointment in himself for believing Van so easily
+ 100 Sad
"Master Van... is the one that needs me..."
Remembers:
Running away from Baticul and not stopping until he collapses in a forest. Feeling completely abandoned and unnecessary and defeated. Van finding him and saying all the right things, but most importantly that he still needs him. Leaving to return to Daath with Van.
Learned:
- Seeing something (the replica, from piecing together things) in Baticul completely broke my spirit.
- I felt unnecessary and unwanted from it.
- I went back with Van because he said he needed me.
Reactions/Effects:
+ 500 more Complicated Feelings for Van
+ 50 Disappointment in himself for believing Van so easily
+ 100 Sad