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reducedtoasch) wrote2011-10-31 11:33 pm
reducedtoasch) wrote2011-10-31 11:33 pm
[ memory | skill ]
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Sneaking out of the castle with Natalia; getting caught by Guy.
Trivial Positive Memory
Remembers: Sneaking over to the castle when he was supposed to be studying to meet up with Natalia. Helping her to sneak out of the castle and getting as far as the castle walls before they're caught by Guy. Guy lightly scolding them then taking them both back to where they're supposed to be studying.
Learned:
+ ... Never going to run out of dere for Natalia and Guy...
Reactions/Effects:
+ More dere for Natalia and Guy. Lots more.
24
Luke riding in his head and threatening to harm the party to shut him up.
Trivial Neutral Memory
Remembers: This skit.
Learned:
+ Luke didn't trust me at ALL with his party.
+ Wow I was an unnecessary jerk to Luke sometimes.
Reactions/Effects:
+ ... 5 bullying Dawn to get him to do things...
25
Pinky swear with Natalia to return to Belkend.
Trivial Positive Memory
Remembers: A short little memory of tiny Natalia and Asch in Belkend, right after visiting there with Asch's family. Standing on the port and promising each other via pinky swear that they would return someday together.
Learned:
+ ... They made a lot of pinky swears as kids.
+ Belkend was a territory of Duke Fabre's.
Reactions/Effects:
+ ... 20 more dere for Natalia...
26
Challenging Luke to their final fight pre-Eldrant.
Significant Negative Memory
Remembers: This scene.
Learned:
+ ... Asch had so many mixed feelings over Luke it is kind of overwhelming.
+ Also over Van too.
+ Luke eventually figured out that they are different people. GOOD.
+ Asch... doesn't want to accept this?! TO EXPAND he's angry at Luke for saying that Asch is the one who has to free Lorelei and that he's the only one who can, when it is obvious to him that Luke can very easily do it too since he's his replica. Luke's been able to successfully do lots of other things!! Like take his place!!
+ Also angry at Luke for what feels like a lack of conviction in stopping Van's plan. VAN BELIEVES IN THIS WITH ALL HIS BEING, HE WON'T BE 'STOPPED'. HE HAS TO BE KILLED.
+ MORE angry at Luke continually referring to himself as a replica with the implications that the original is better, when Asch has spent a lot of his life focusing on the fact that a replica was just as good to everyone. Innnferiority complex kicking in here, which causes him to lash out at Luke even more.
+ Maybe also a little angry at the thought of being replaced by someone else entirely, not just a stand-in copy.
Reactions/Effects:
+ 50 confusion over his own feelings
+ 25 understanding of Asch!?
+ 10 more conflicting feelings over Van
+ 5 lingering feelings of inferiority complex...
+ ... 50 wanting Konatsu around so he has someone to talk about this with. ._.
05
Fonic Slot Communication with Luke
Skill
This skill pretty much just affects Dawn and Dusk. Now he's capable of actually talking to Dawn and having Dawn talk back to him; though he's canonly the only one capable of opening and closing the connection they require to talk. It does give Luke a nasty head pain when he opens the connection though.
Dusk is currently in the process of working with Dawn to teach him how to open the connection back like a winner.
Sneaking out of the castle with Natalia; getting caught by Guy.
Trivial Positive Memory
Remembers: Sneaking over to the castle when he was supposed to be studying to meet up with Natalia. Helping her to sneak out of the castle and getting as far as the castle walls before they're caught by Guy. Guy lightly scolding them then taking them both back to where they're supposed to be studying.
Learned:
+ ... Never going to run out of dere for Natalia and Guy...
Reactions/Effects:
+ More dere for Natalia and Guy. Lots more.
24
Luke riding in his head and threatening to harm the party to shut him up.
Trivial Neutral Memory
Remembers: This skit.
Learned:
+ Luke didn't trust me at ALL with his party.
+ Wow I was an unnecessary jerk to Luke sometimes.
Reactions/Effects:
+ ... 5 bullying Dawn to get him to do things...
25
Pinky swear with Natalia to return to Belkend.
Trivial Positive Memory
Remembers: A short little memory of tiny Natalia and Asch in Belkend, right after visiting there with Asch's family. Standing on the port and promising each other via pinky swear that they would return someday together.
Learned:
+ ... They made a lot of pinky swears as kids.
+ Belkend was a territory of Duke Fabre's.
Reactions/Effects:
+ ... 20 more dere for Natalia...
26
Challenging Luke to their final fight pre-Eldrant.
Significant Negative Memory
Remembers: This scene.
Learned:
+ ... Asch had so many mixed feelings over Luke it is kind of overwhelming.
+ Also over Van too.
+ Luke eventually figured out that they are different people. GOOD.
+ Asch... doesn't want to accept this?! TO EXPAND he's angry at Luke for saying that Asch is the one who has to free Lorelei and that he's the only one who can, when it is obvious to him that Luke can very easily do it too since he's his replica. Luke's been able to successfully do lots of other things!! Like take his place!!
+ Also angry at Luke for what feels like a lack of conviction in stopping Van's plan. VAN BELIEVES IN THIS WITH ALL HIS BEING, HE WON'T BE 'STOPPED'. HE HAS TO BE KILLED.
+ MORE angry at Luke continually referring to himself as a replica with the implications that the original is better, when Asch has spent a lot of his life focusing on the fact that a replica was just as good to everyone. Innnferiority complex kicking in here, which causes him to lash out at Luke even more.
+ Maybe also a little angry at the thought of being replaced by someone else entirely, not just a stand-in copy.
Reactions/Effects:
+ 50 confusion over his own feelings
+ 25 understanding of Asch!?
+ 10 more conflicting feelings over Van
+ 5 lingering feelings of inferiority complex...
+ ... 50 wanting Konatsu around so he has someone to talk about this with. ._.
05
Fonic Slot Communication with Luke
Skill
This skill pretty much just affects Dawn and Dusk. Now he's capable of actually talking to Dawn and having Dawn talk back to him; though he's canonly the only one capable of opening and closing the connection they require to talk. It does give Luke a nasty head pain when he opens the connection though.
Dusk is currently in the process of working with Dawn to teach him how to open the connection back like a winner.